hello everybody,
sometimes, i just have to express my feelings using this platform. So here's an update of what i have been feeling recently:)
I really wish it wasn’t so hard for me to talk to people. Even talking to my friends is hard lately. Like its been days since I’ve talked to most of my friends on here and I feel terrible about it but its just getting so hard to put effort into talking to people anymore.
But, there is one friend that understands me the most.
Let's address her as panda :) thats a nickname so that i won't get her exposed😂😂
I have this mentality in mind that, the most difficult task as a friend is to offer understanding that we don't understand. I think she potrays my mentality perfectly.
I feel so lucky to have a friend that understands me, when i don't understand myself. Friends will come and go in your life, but more important than how long a friendship lasts, is that a good friend will love you for who you are. The way you can tell the sign of a good friend is by looking at the actions they take, whether its big or small, that show they care.
What makes her a good friend of mine?
She is someone who won’t put you down or deliberately hurt your feelings, someone who makes me smile and also someone who cries when I'm crying.
These are the signs if a good friend. It all takes time.
Mine took five years to realize that she is the one who stayed by my side.
If you want to have a good friend who respects and loves you, you should respect and love yourself first. Those are the baby steps.
There are also another few friends that understands and tolerates me. I am thankful.
I cannot even put it into words. My friends give me life, they make me laugh till my eyes water. They infuriate me in the best way with their inability to focus when we’re learning a new game. I love the way they get passionate about the things we do together. I’m so blessed to have them in my life.
be thankful and appreciate your life
I sound so emo hahahaha i shall stop
xoxonaz
